What's in my mind

Had got this big ulcer in my mouth again cause by the wire from my braces ):
Dentist appointment on Wednesday, shall get the Glow-in-the-dark colour!

Having exam on Tuesday(tomorrow) and Wednesday, yet I don't even know a single thing. I think I will fail my module, if I fail I have three choice.
  1. Continue studying and complete this 2 year course
  2. Waste my time staying in school and apply another course for 2011 intake
  3. Quit school to work and apply for another course during 2011 intake 
The course that I really wanted is Beauty Therapy! I can't get in on this year 2010 intake because my attendance for secondary school is not enough ):

If I really really can't get into Beauty Therapy course in ITE by 2012 I'm going to study at Cosmoprof academy to get a Beauty Therapist Diploma(Face and Body) certificate. Because my dream is to be a Beautician. It cost $8k for that 1 year course so I must start saving money from now on so that I can study in that academy and get the certificate that I want. $8k sounds like a big sum to me but I will do my best to get it.

I will spend money wisely. I will try to save money. I will work hard to earn money for schooling!

I've regretted many things in my life, if time could rewind I will want to go back to the me in Secondary 3 and I would learn to treat people better. The two person I will treat them better will be Mingyi and my Grandmother. My grandmother treated me the best, even better then parents. When I was small she was the one who watched me grow and took care of me while my parents was busy working but what I do when I grew older was to scold her and would beat her and don't like her to look at me. Now she don't even have the chance to look at me, today during 4am+ I can feel her around me and looking at me. Mingyi is a guy who treated me very good like no other guys will, I regretted pushing him away from the start because he's just a anonymous guy who get my number from nowhere. After days has passes my feeling started to develop for him, I still remember he took MRT from purple line to red line which is like damn far and I took a straight bus to school while he travelled from Serangoon to Bishan and then to Yishun when he got a straight bus to Yishun, I guess he just wanted to accompany me. There was once I hoped that he would get back with his ex-girlfriend. Now they got back together, hope they are happy together and will last long I can sense that she really love him a lot.

I wonder do you still think of me like how I think of you always...

Below is a news article I found from Facebook, do spend time reading it and I promise it will not waste your time.

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